audiophile by Fallen8800
A feeling I can’t explain. All I know right now is that I’m listening, beating to UDD’s song entitled “clockwork”. This song gives me a rhythm. A beat, that makes my feet tap, my hands pat my thighs, my head nod in time with the song. My lips, syncing with the lyrics that I haven’t even memorized. This song. This song, it takes full control of my body.
I’m an audiophile. I can’t tolerate living a day without music. Music made me. I’m forever a child, a laborer, and a disciple of music.
*deep breath*
(Darn it)
I wish it were that easy to tell you those words I long to say to you. I think they’re sweet. I just don’t know if you’ve got a sweet tooth (right now).
I don’t know if you’re ready.
Right now, I don’t have enough guts to tell those to you, afraid that I might hurt you.
You, you. You make me happy. You get me depressed, at times you intentionally hurt me and sometimes, you’re just not aware of what you’re doing to me. In short, YES. You make me feel like I’m alive. You give me something to look up to every week, every day. I do my best to stick close to you, well, to bring joy to myself by doing what I can in returning the joy you give me.
I’m trying my best to control these emotions, these mood swings, doing my best to be normal still.
You know what love can do. And it’s because of that that most relationships fail.
(interrupted by kyle. This will remain unfinished)
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thanks for reading :)